Self. Harm. Is. Not. Art.
Suicide. Is. Not. Beautiful.
Depression. Is. Not. Pretty.
Anxiety. Is. Not. Cute.
Fucking stop.
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but also you can self harm and still be a piece of art
you can be suicidal and still be beautiful
you can be depressed and still be pretty
you can have anxiety and be cute
you can have a mental illness and still be beautiful but mental illness itself is not beautiful in any form
quite happy this second part was added
Chocolate chip cookies ~super low cal~
¼ cup of flour all purpose
~ 110 cal
¼ cup of brown sugar
~70 cal
¼ cup of stevia
~0 cal
¼ cup of butter flavored cooking spray
~0 cal
1 egg white
~17 cal
1 tablespoon of chocolate chips {dark or bittersweet chocolate chips should be less calories}
~70 cal
~bake at 350 for 8 to 10 minutes or until golden brown
~makes 8 cookie~
1 cookie is only 27 calories so if you eat the whole batch ( if you binge or something) its only 187 calories for all 8
4/24/18
Breakfast: //
Lunch: //
Dinner: Miso soup with noodles and brown rice (About 700), 3 cups skinny pop (120)
Total: 820
Today I literally had to eat. I went to the doctor to get a note for school, and the whole time I was there I was sweating bc I thought I was going to pass out. The doctor tells me to eat soup when I get home and take an antinausea med. So my mom buys me this super nice soup from this really healthy organic place. And that moment wasn’t such a “fuck it” moment, it was more like a “I need to not die” moment, so I ate the food. It’s way over the amount that I usually have and I’m TRYING NOT TO HATE MYSELF FOR IT. But I kinda need to be alive too so I really needed it.
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Just ED things
- Constant body checks
- Body checking in store windows, any mirror you see, pretty much anything you can see a reflection in
- Not knowing if you’re truly hungry or just bored
- Bruising everywhere
- Sore/clenched jaw
- Standing up too quickly and seeing stars
- Clogged drains due to hair loss, hair EVERYWHERE on your pillow, floor, brush, anywhere your head has been
- Cold hands and feet
- Dry skin
- Purple nails and yellow teeth
- Dark eye circles
- “Okay so the label says 100 calories per five sticks, so I’ll only eat 3 sticks. So that’s 60 calories… I’ll round to 200 just to be safe.”
- That “empty feeling”
- Being too exhausted to get up
- Being too exhausted to go to school
- Just being exhausted in general
- Zoning out A LOT
- Forgetfulness
- This bullshit, “wHY dOnt yOu JUsT EaT”
- And this bullshit, “YoU dONt LoOK likE yOu HaVE aN eaTInG DiSOrder”
- Fasting till the next day and waking up feeling heavier for some fucking reason
- Gaining because of your period
- “Am I hungry or do I just need to shit?”
- Diet Coke and 100% cocoa chocolate
- *refuses to eat a veggie because it’s 100 cals* 5 minutes later *binges on ice cream*
- Nightmares about gaining weight
- Shaky af hands
- Wobbly knees
- HEADACHES
- Dissociation and not being able to focus
- The anxiety of weighing in after a binge
- Refusing to eat in public because of the anxiety
✖️ Feel free to add on ✖️
<I am in no way trying to romanticize eating disorders, they are very dangerous and should not be promoted. This post is purely common things that people with eating disorders have, and what I’ve had gone through that we relate to. Please if you are seeking recovery, don’t follow me, and go seek recovery and help instead.>
idk if men know this but
if you have to beg a girl into saying yes, it’s not consensual. if you make a girl feel bad for not wanting to have sex with you to the point where she says yes, it’s not consensual. if you have to trick a girl into saying yes, it’s not consensual.
A list of songs that make me wanna be skinny
- 505 - Arctic Monkeys
- The A Team - Ed Sheeran
- Arabella - Arctic Monkeys
- Beautiful People Beautiful Problems - Lana Del Rey
- Born to Die - Lana Del Rey
- Breathe Me - Sia
- Control - Halsey
- Daddy Issues - The Neighbourhood
- Do Me a Favor - Arctic Monkeys
- Gasoline - Halsey
- Hurricane - Halsey
- I Will Follow You Into the Dark - Death Cab for Cutie
- Knee Socks - Arctic Monkeys
- Off to the Races - Lana Del Rey
- Skinny Love - Birdy
- Sweater Weather - The Neighbourhood
- Teen Idle - Marina and the Diamonds
- This is What Makes Us Girls - Lana Del Rey
- Video Games - Lana Del Rey
- Youth - Daughter
This is the month.
This is the month where we get skinny, We become perfect angels with beautiful bones, we’ll get there, We won’t binge again. We’ll be beautiful skinny girls, everyone will envy us.
Stay strong.
rules to perfection
- always look your best. clean clothes, groomed hair, makeup if you wear it. this is the first thing people see about you and you want to make a good impression.
- if you’re in school, study for at least an hour a day. aim for the A’s, as anything less is not up to standard. if you need inspiration, join the study community online and have the perfect notes and stationary.
- exercise every day for at least an hour. be in the best physical condition that you can.
- sleep a minimum of 6 hours a day - 8 hours is preferred, but it’s not always possible. don’t let there be those ugly bags under your eyes.
- only eat things you know the exact calorie count in, and don’t go over your limit. you don’t want to gain weight like a fatty.
- never put junk in your body. avoid animal products, eat raw and organic when possible. you want to be good for the environment and good to your body.
- stay organised. perfect people aren’t a mess. keep your living space clean, you don’t want to live like a pig.
- read every day. read classics, read newer books - be well read. if you can’t read physical print, audio books are okay too. being perfect doesn’t discriminate against learning disabilities or vision impairment.
- if you can work, hold down a job and work your hardest at it.
- be nice. smile a lot. nothing should bother you, you’re stronger and better than that.
- keep your social media updated. it’s another platform to show off your perfect life and your passions. make people envious.
10 things I can’t wait to do when I’m thin✨
- Wear a bikini confidently
- Post thinspo
- Look good dancing even if I can’t dance
- Spend all night looking at the stars whilst lying on my gazebo because I’m light enough
- Have people being jealous of how thin I am
- Be considered irl thinsp
- Look like I’m flying when I run
- Look like a fairy
- Dye my hair wild colours without looking like a try hard emo
- Touch each and every one of my bones to calm me down
You wanna find out some personal shit?
Put a number in my ask box and I’ll answer it bitches.
- 1. Any scars?
- 2. Self harmed?
- 3. Crush?
- 4. Kissed anyone?
- 5. Coke or Pepsi?
- 6. Someone you hate?
- 7. Best Friends?
- 8. Have you ever done alcohol or drugs?
- 9. What’s your dream job?
- 10. Ever been in love?
- 11. Last time you cried?
- 12. Favorite color?
- 13. Height?
- 14. Birthday?
- 15. Eye color?
- 16. Hair color?
- 17. What do you love?
- 18. Obsession?
- 19. If you had one wish, what would it be?
- 20. Do you love someone?
- 21. Kiss or hug?
- 22. Nicknames people call you?
- 23. Favorite song?
- 24. Favorite band?
- 25. Worst thing that has ever happened to you?
- 26. Best thing that has ever happened to you?
- 27. Something you would change about yourself?
- 28. Ever dated someone?
- 29. Worst mistake?
- 30. Watch the movie or read the book?
- 31. Ever had a heartbreak?
- 32. Favorite show?
- 33. Best day of your life?
- 34. Any talents?
- 35. Do you wish you could ever start over?
- 36. Any bad habits?
- 37. Ever had a near death experience?
- 38. Someone I can tell anything to?
- 39. Ever lost a loved one?
- 40. Do you believe in love?
- 41. Someone you hate/Dislike?
- 42. Are you okay?
- 43. Relationship status?
- 44. Selfie?
I’m bored!! Ask away!!
Insomnia is killing me. Please someone ask me something. I’m so bored